Tuesday 23 August 2016

INVISIBLE ILLNESS / DATING - IF THEY ARE INTERESTED - THEY ASK !

HELLOOOO - Well - whata day - OMG

BASICALLY - IF THEY ARE INTERESTED - THEY WILL FIND OUT ABOUT YOU
- AND THEN ASK QUESTIONS -
IF THEY START ON ABOUT SEX WITHIN THE FIRST MINUTE/FIFTEEN MINUTES - THEY ARE AFTER ONE THING ! ( In which case ditch em ! )

WHATA WEEK !!!

Well - I'm back on the dating site after i fell fast and then fell flat,
I joined up again and then within the first 30 minutes - well - i took this


- Loads of messages! - Madness ! - I had only put on 6 photos - 3 length ways and three face, and a Typical Abby Profile Introduction




Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.




IF YOU CAN MAKE A WOMAN LAUGH - YOU CAN MAKE HER DO ANYTHING !!




IF YOUR HOT, SEXY, TALL AND A GENUINE MAN'S MAN -
This is Sooooooooooooooo for you !!!

TOTALLY FED UP OF TIME WASTERS ! - SO BEWARE !




Have a peek at my profile - If you like what you see - and can handle DECENT FUN GENUINE conversation and YOUR NOT GWUMPY, PERVY, TOOO HORNY, OR A PLAYER


GET IN TOUCH




Ohhh : YOU NO SMILE? = ME NO SMILE !

- OR Fish - If you have a photo with a Fish

- I'm Not Interested - FISH ARE NOT SEXY !!




But apart form that ANYTHING GOES !! ;) !




God - am i that fussy !!




hell yeah - and i'm worth it !! - * shakes head * as per Loreal Advert - Just wish i had hair ;) !!!




Mmmmmm - was that message a seduction of words - ohh yes Siree !! -
I KNOW HOW TO WOOOOOO !! pmsl - Like Casper the friendly Ghost ! = boo !! ;)




OK - May sound Loony - BUT - I'm not - My psych said so !! - Ohh i do have a Unicorn - YES - His name is Dave and he is always with me - and YES - i can prove it - so - still not a fruit loop - Just friendly ( NOT IN THAT WAY - BEHAVE ! ) AND FUN !!




Having a few conversations - BUT Tom - Ohhh Just lovely - and OK - He is in Ireland - But - we have been talking about everything, all day long - and he is just lovely ......


5 Hours into a conversation - Yes Yes - I know - and NO - that was not a typo - 5 hours !
HE ASKED THIS !!



  • Forgive me, but could you explain what happens during your storms, how does it affect you? Do they last long?

  • Tom
    Sorry for asking dense questions.
    I have watched a couple of your videos about 'storms' so I have a little more insight. Forgive my ignorance.








Ohhh someone who is ACTUALLY INTERESTED - That is a novelty !!
And maybe where i have been going wrong - the genuine guys - THEY ASK QUESTIONS !

Anyways i started typing my reply - and it hit me - OMG I'M MAKING SENCE !! -
and those that KNOW me - know it does not happen too often !! = so - I thought it may help others and decided to blog the answer !! 

NOT A DAFT QUESTION AT ALL !! - AND BEING ASKED IS A HUGE VICISSITUDE !

I kinda take it in my stride - and think that people know what i am talking about !

I go in and out of 'storms' daily !

Depending on what i am doing -

If i do NOTHING i am usually OK - !!

BUT - I mean i have to sit and not think !! - Yes usually in a dark room - with no sound !
lmao - and for someone who can't stop thinking - this is very difficult !! Because then, I imagine !
and Imagining with me could go one way or another - either - into Abiland - and it's all Unicorns and magestic creatures all friends and fluffiness - or


BASICALLY

My storms come in a few different types

Anger
Upset
Rage
Excitement
Confidence
Irritability


All are usually accompanied with headache - but im not talking pain in head - i get IMMENSE pressure, at the back of my head - and also a dull pain right behind my eyes ! I also go VERY fuzzy - and my eyesight goes !! - lmao - this is the tumor pressing on the optic nerve and this can be seen in videos where i kinda shake my head - i am trying to stop the pain and the fuzzyness ! This goes to my speech too and this usually is very difficult to get out - i KNOW what i want to say - alot of the time ;) - but saying it is another matter !! = and then that gets frustrating !! - so - the tourettes mummy ( Thats what the kids call me ! ) comes out and i kinda get a tick ! - Because i get frustrated - i swear ! BADLY - AT ANYONE ! lmao -
I also get ultra confident - ( yup - even more so than this !) and before i had my licence taken - i had in fact pulled over a police car - with four big bald cops in it - and told the driver off for cutting me up ! _ HE HAD - and i was in the right ! - But a tad OTT to tell him off - i was right in the middle of Canterbury at the time - and had stopped rush hour traffic - but - you could hear a pin drop - !!! = Nobody DARE come and stop me - I am a force in itself !! - That's the mix of added Cortisol and Adrenaline ! - It's a hefty powerful thing !!
Ooo - I think i may blog this lot - i am fairly articulate atm - so - it's coming out as it should !! lol - which is amazing as i have the music on - a telephone call to my mother - texting my daughter - and telling you - which for me - is a HUGE accomplishment ! Maybe Too Much Cortisol - and in this case -
where as a 10 mg dose of Diazepam is actually used as an anesthetic - I can take up to 46 mg and it just bring me back to normal conversationalistic abby !! lol !!



    .................................................now im bored and going !!