WHAT IS IT ABOUT ..... DAVID TENNANT's 10 ! ( DR WHO )

LOLOLOL - OK - OK - I'M SOOOOO SORRY
BUT IT JUST HAD TO BE DONE !!!
DAVID - DAVID - DAVID !!

Delightful, delicious, delectable, distinguished, 

dandy, divine, dynamite, dynamically attractive, 

dreamy, a delicacy, delicate, a david with dignity, 

desired, desirable, desirous, drop-dead gorgeous, 

diamond DAVID !! 




Yes - I'm a fan !!


If he were too be a smell - mmmm : 



The smell of good COFFEE brewing in the morning while still in bed. I just lie there with my eyes closed, breathing deeply through my nose.. , It can't get any better than coffee - seriously, Coffee is one of the best smells and tastes, Just the smell of coffee gives me peace, Deep, Aromatic, Spicy, Sensual,  OK - So - Coffee and ....... RAINFALL - This smells the best after a long hot summer day, and then it storms. The time right after the storm leaves is the best. It's just the best way to smell freshness from nature! Rain is like the kisses of nature, so pure and fresh, glowing on your skin and so gentle .... and OK OK - i could go on all day - but one more - ohhhh my favourite would have to be CINNAMON = Spicy and erotic! What a lethal combination. Makes you hungry for the food containing it and also for the person wearing it ! You don't just smell Cinnamon you smeelll it !!! lol do David Tennant - Smells like Coffee/Fresh Rainfall and Cinnamon - Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

OK - So - I first Noticed David in ( obviously ) DR WHO and as 10 -  2005 - 2010 - ... ohhh sorry sorry - as The 10th Doctor - he was and OBVIOUSLY is the best = opps - THE BEST ... T.H.E. B.E.S.T !! 
When he first regenerated - ( OK - I'm talking as if you are a Whovian !! - Because - well - if your reading something named WHAT IS IT ABOUT ... DAVID TENNANT - !! - I'm PRESUMING you are a Whovian - and if you arnt - Well - JOG ON !! .... ) i was actually so very sad to see Chris Ellison Leave - as he had done a magnificent job of recreating The Doctor from the Bygone Age - and yup - i cried - along with many many people - and as i saw David come to materialise - After the 9th had said the never to be forgotten

 " - Rose - Before you go - I just want to say - YOU WERE FANTASTIC ( sobbing started around about now ) Absolutely Fantastic = and you know what - So was I " WHOOOOOOOSH .......


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCaWUNmBOfU

and yes - yes you bloody well were Chris - you did yourself proud - and i didn't think anyone would be able to follow you - especially this geeky looking guy with spiky dodgy hair and a very thin face - who looked at Rose - and just said 

" Hello - OK - Ohhh New Teeth - That's Weird - Now - Mmmmmm where was I - Ohhh yes = Barcelona " = He then did a kinda half wink and well - I was his !!! Omg that smile !! - That HUGE twinkly eyed, sparkling teeth smile - You cant help but to smile with him - and this gave him an edge already - he kinda gave the impression he was a big kid - His bright eyes glistened and he had a look that was a bit naughty and mischievous all at once - i couldn't wait for the next episode ...... Which took forever to come - !! He turned out to be a Stained glass window that shone and Dazzled in the Sunlight - BUT- when it got Dark - that's when he Rose ( No pun intended ! ) and his true excellence was revealed 

So - OK - My Dr Who experience began Brilliantly with Ecclestone - and he - to this day - is my fave doctor - BEHIND Tennant's 10 !! Before Chris - I can remember watching FROM BEHIND THE SOFA = Tom Baker / Peter Davidson / ( I don't remember Colin Baker ) / Sylvester McCoy - Who i remember i wasn't fond of ) / and Paul McGann - Who i recall made the film - and i was so very NOT AMUSED !! - lolol - Sorry Dr Who In Joke - !! Tooth n claw !! Brilliant !!  But - I could go on for ever with the Dr Who Ref's and the episode by Episode re-enactment - BUT I WONT !!! = lol - OK - But - I will tell you - OMG - John Barrowman / John Simm / Catherine Tate and Bernard Cribbins - OHHHHHHHHHHHH PERRRRLEASE - BEST TELLY EVER !!! 

See now I've gone and done it - I've mentioned my Fave Episodes and Now there is NO WAY i can pass up the opportunity to name my TWO favourite Number ones - lol - 

ohhhhhh 36 Episodes DT did in total and omg - OK - LOADS of catchphrases came out of those - 

but the main one - ALLONS-Y !! = BRILLIANT ! = ( Pardon the Pun - I know thats one too !! ) Always makes me smile that - BUT the best quote - for me  comes from VOYAGE OF THE DAMMED ! = Never forget that

The Doctor: Right then, follow me.

Rickston Slade: Hang on a minute. Who put you in charge, and who the hell are you anyway?

The Doctor: I'm the Doctor. I'm a Time Lord. I'm from the planet Gallifrey in the Constellation of Kasterborous. I'm 903 years old and I'm the man who is gonna save your lives and all 6 billion people on the planet below. You got a problem with that?

Rickston Slade: No.

The Doctor: In that case, allons-y.

BUT SOOO MANY OTHER FABULOUS QUOTES - Im going to keep remembering them now -

I don't think i can pick one - even two - lol Three or four Episodes that are Fav - So I will just natter !! - There were a whole host that were fabulous - Think I may well have to change this TITLE  from WHAT IS IT ABOUT ........ DAVID TENNANT - to - WHAT IS IT ABOUT DAVID TENNANT'S 10 !!! ;) There - Ive changed it now - and don't feel half as bad - and don't feel like i leading you guys into unknown territory ( IE - if I started on about David's Portrayal as Donald Peterson / Rodrick Peterson in NATIVITY TWO - DEATH IN A MANGER !! = But - never fear - i wont now - not for this blog !! ) ALTHOUGH !! ..... No no - Just a likkle joke !!

OK - So - I enjoyed The Christmas Invasion - and remember DT spent most of the episode in his PJ's - and omg - who can forget - ( Due to the Blood Control of the Sycorax )  IF THERES A BUTTON - WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO IF YOU SEE A BIG RED BUTTON - PRESS IT !!! - and then - another CLASSIC ONE LINER - Up on the Spaceship - Mmmmmm  - ( Remembering the Doctor's hand had been severed in an earlier fight ) he got up - and said i know what type of hand this is = IT'S A FIGHTING HAND - OMG - BRILLIANT !! ... 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6cGP069GNvA

So OK - I guess- this was a good episode - I can remember it all pretty well - and that - in my case - must mean it was good !!! OK - The next few were nothing ( for me ) to write home about - they didn't create much of an impact- I enjoyed Tooth and Claw - but more for the fact that Rose was Trying to get Queen Victoria to say - " I am Not Amused "  - That really appealed to my Sense of Humour !! 

Then - I seem to be saying Ohhh My God - ALOT - so- I wont - !! - BUT - OMG = SCHOOL REUNION = ANTHONY HEAD - OK - For those that don't know - 

This is the Episode where Tony Head stars as a nasty Bat like Krillitaine disguised as the headmaster of a school where he and the teachers - where the Kids are being used to decipher codes from the Internet and their brain capacity has been enriched by special fat that the Creatures have added to the Cooking Oil for the chips !! Ohhhhhhh - I haven't mentioned who stars in this episode - Sarah Jane Smith - Played by Elizabeth Sladden - She was wonderful as Sarah Jane - one of my Favourite female characters - Anyways - Brilliant episode and Micky smashing the Doors at the end - and DT's Reaction when he saw K-9 = awww that was Just amazing - " Awwwwwwwwwwwww KKKKKKKKKKKKK-9 !! "  

DOCTOR: Oh, hey. Now we're in business. 
K9: Master. 
DOCTOR: He recognises me. 
K9: Affirmative. 

Just adorable to see !! BUT = It doesnt end there - The Doctor saves the day - with a little help from his friends and at the end - running through the School Hall - and K-9 - Mark 111 - Knowing that he has fallen into Disrepair- wants to Save his master - and says 

K9: Master. 

DOCTOR: Come on, boy. Good boy
(The Doctor tries his sonic screwdriver on the barrels of oil.) 
DOCTOR: They've been deadlock sealed. Finch must've done that. I can't open them. 
K9: The vats would not withstand a direct hit from my laser, but my batteries are failing. 

DOCTOR: Right. Everyone out the back door. K9, stay with me.
(The Doctor lines up the oil barrels for K9 to shoot at.) 
K9: Capacity for only one shot, Master. For maximum impact, I must be stationed directly beside the vat. 
DOCTOR: But you'll be trapped inside. 
K9: That is correct. 
DOCTOR: I can't let you do that. 
K9: No alternative possible, Master. 
DOCTOR: Goodbye, old friend. 
K9: Goodbye, Master. 
DOCTOR: You good dog. 

K9: Affirmative.
Soooooooooooo sad ..... and David played it so well - so calm and sensitive yet making sure ' The Tin Dog ' KNEW he was a GOOOOOOD DOG !! = Lovely ..

Then there ( FOR ME ) was a spate of non impressive episodes - ( OK OK _ Not Unimpressive - just nothing to boast about - they had some good one liners and some good characters - - Like balakaffalata - ) But then OMG - then PETER KAY arrived - with ONE of the best opening titles ive seen -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdUHoUAShPI

 ELO - MR BLUE SKY - Such a fab song - and now - every time i hear that ( and one other song - mentioned later ) I AUTOMATICALLY think of Dr Who - Now THAT'S clever !! 

Now - The Absorbatroff - Peter Kay did an amazing job playing the human absorbing monster , But - Ive gone off on one - The EPISODE - " LOVE AND MONSTERS " - ( and for once - The Dr and Rose appearing only very quickly at the end ) Was taken over by Marc Warren, who is a Dr obsessed Loner Elton Pope - who dances around to ELO and is tormented by finding this man and his strange box box that makes a funny noise  - So - the gets help from other like minded souls and - and well - LINDA is born - London Investigaion "N" Detective Agency - LI"D"DA - Basically - and VERY Short for me - The Absorbatroff - or Absorbaloff ( Im never sure which ) absorbs all members of LINDA Inc Elton's new found true love Ursula - and he is about to be 'Absorbed' himself when - That weird noise ..... 


VICTOR: Then join us. Join us, little man. Come on. It's everlasting peace. Come on. Join us. Dissolve into me. 

(Victor reaches for Elton, then gets distracted by a wind and a familiar sound. The Tardis materialises.) 

DOCTOR: Someone wants a word with you. 

ROSE: You upset my mum. 

ELTON: Great big absorbing creature from outer space, and you're having a go at me? 

ROSE: No one upsets my mum. 

VICTOR: At last. The greatest feast of all. The Doctor. 

DOCTOR: Interesting. A sort Absorbatrix? Absorbaclon? Absorbaloff? 

VICTOR: Absorbaloff, yes. 

ROSE: Is it me or is he a bit Slitheen? 

DOCTOR: Not from Raxacoricofallapatorius, are you? 

VICTOR: No, I'm not. They're swine. I spit on them. I was born on their twin planet. 

DOCTOR: Really? What's the twin planet of Raxacoricofallapatorius? 

VICTOR: Clom. 

DOCTOR: Clom. 

VICTOR: Clom. Yes. And I'll return there victorious, once I possess your travelling machine. 

DOCTOR: Well, that's never going to happen. 

VICTOR: Oh, it will. You'll surrender yourself to me, Doctor, or this one dies. You see, I've read about you, Doctor. I've studied you. So passionate, so sweet. You wouldn't let an innocent man die. And I'll absorb him, unless you give yourself to me. 

DOCTOR: Sweet, maybe. Passionate, I suppose. But don't ever mistake that for nice. Do what you want. 

VICTOR: He'll die, Doctor. 

DOCTOR: Go on, then. 

VICTOR: So be it. 

DOCTOR: Mind you, the others might have something to say. 

VICTOR: Others? 

URSULA: He's right. The Doctor's right. We can't let him. Oh, Mister Skinner, Bridget, pull! 

VICTOR: No! 

URSULA: For God's sake, pull! 

VICTOR: No, don't - get off, get off! 

and this is where Ursula's head kind of gets transformed into a paving slab and Elton Wanders round with it - as a kind of momento - and thats it - Ursula is alive - alive and talking - and well - all a bit odd esp with Elton  explainin  that he and Ursula have a good relationship and even manage some sort of love life - this - I DONT WANT TO IMAGINE !! = BUT - It works - and it so very well done !

FEAR HER - was the next episode = and David was ona roll - Ohhh brilliant - Funny, Smart, Sad - ohh so many different emotions - and ohhhh i'll never be the same hearing  The Kookaburrah Song - But - Basically - Fear Her was about a young Girl Chloe Webber - who drew pictures from reality - and they went into a picture - inc a picture of her father who was abusive and a real nasty piece of work - drew him in her wardrobe - as you do - and the picture came to life   Very well done - but from what i believe - People didn't like it - God knows why - i thought it was scary and funny and sad - everything you want in a Dr Who Episode -   

CHLOE: (sings) Kookaburra sits in the old gum tree. Merry merry king of the bush is he. Laugh, Kookaburra, laugh, Kookaburra, gay your life must be. 

(Chloe turns from the window and starts drawing on a piece of paper.)

Then there is the Dr's few Funny one liners - Ohhh OK - maybe it's just me - BUT - I laughed !!

DOCTOR: Danny ??????? cycled in one end but never came out the other. Whoa, there it goes again! Look at the hairs on the back of my manly hairy hand. 
ROSE: And there's that smell. It's like a er, a burnt fuse plug or something. 

DOCTOR: There's a residual energy in the spots where the kids vanished. Whatever it was, it used an awful lot of power to do this.



Then theres the bit with the cat - ohhhhhh This part im not too keen on - Being a HUGE Cat lover - BUT - Ohhhh how can anyone be upset by DT not liking cats - Ohh ok - NOT DT - But Dr 10 !!

DOCTOR: No, I'm not really a cat person. Once you've been threatened by one in a nun's wimple, it kind of takes the joy out of it. 
(The cat goes inside cardboard box.) 
ROSE: Come here, puss. What do you want to go in there for? 
(There is a distant meow. The box is empty.) 
ROSE: Doctor! Phew. 
(The smell is very strong.) 
DOCTOR: Whoa! Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo. Ion residue. Blimey! That takes some doing. Just to snatch a living organism out of space-time. This baby is just like, I'm having some of that. I'm impressed. 
ROSE: So the cat's been transported? 
DOCTOR: It can harness huge reserves of ionic power. We need to find the source of that power. Find the source and you will find whatever has taken to stealing children and fluffy animals. See what you can see. Keep them peeled, Lewis.

Ohhhh Clever - and funny !! - Perrrrlease - agree with me !!

Then there was the lines between with the council worker - Kevin ?? and Rose - Ohhh now -that was funny -

KEVIN: No! You, stop! You just took a council axe from a council van and now you're digging up a council road! I'm reporting you to the council! 
(Rose then finds the tiny spaceship.) 

See - now i'm definately off on Dr Who EPISODES - BUT - OMG _ The writing and the Construction and production and casting were superb - esp in those episodes i have mentioned- i have watched them time and time again - and MAINLY because DT is in them but - How could you not enjoy these episodes ??

FEAR HER is the episode with one of the best DT end lines i can remember -

ROSE: You know what? They keep on trying to split us up, but they never ever will. 
DOCTOR: Never say never ever. 
ROSE: Nah, we'll always be okay, you and me. Don't you reckon, Doctor? 
DOCTOR: There's something in the air. Something coming. 
ROSE: What? 
DOCTOR: A storm's approaching.

Now - Dr 10 had EVERYONE AT THE EDGE OF THEIR SEAT ....... WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN ....

ARMY OF GHOSTS / DOOMSDAY - omg - The two arch enemies of 10 - well - ok - of all the Dr's - both brought together in one episdode - Im not 100% sure - BUT - I think this is the first time this has been done - esp as a series finale ?? Ohh this also saw Freema in a part BEFORE Martha - and It's Roses story realy- " The Story of how I died " -  The tearful ( and sobbing / wailing / whimpering ) Onslaught that this bought was overwhelming - The Dr and Rose - Saying goodbye on Bad Wolf Bay Beach - I could write a HUGE chronicle of this - BUT  im afraid the computer would blow up as the amount of water this usually brings from my eyes is staggering !!

ROSE: On your own. I, I love you. 
HOLOGRAM -DOCTOR: Quite right, too. And I suppose, if it's one last chance to say it, Rose Tyler ........................................
(The Doctor vanishes. He stands in the Tardis, crying, as Jackie runs go comfort her sobbing daughter.)

THATS IT - I'M A MESS !!! - Ridiculas - I wanna give him a hug = Don't matter bout Rose - she has Jackie and well - loads of people but Dr ....... He has - ........

DONNA BLOODY NOBLE = OMG - I LOVE DONNA NOBLE - AND  If i have to pick one episode - OBVIOUSLY = The Adipose one where she re-finds the doctor - after searching and ohhh the comic sketch that ensues is just perfect -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZ82iJiDNbM

GO BACK AND WATCH THAT - DO IT - DO IT NOW - ......

You cant beat Donna as the Comic Companion - then there's the bit with the Doctor Donna - and she also introduces us to Wilf  ( her grandad ) - Ohhh I know I'm skipping LOADS - but this Blog would be soooooo long if i didn't !!

Donna is definately my Fav Companion - " Space Boy " - omg - she is just wonderful - so many one liners and the way she interacts with DT is fabulous - you can just tell that they get along brilliantly -

and ok - this little lot all came before my next favourite Episodes / Utopia and Sound of the drums - and - heres my second piece of music that is ohhhh totaly DR WHO when i hear it - Scissor Sistors " I Can't Decide" The way John Simm mouths to it is just EPIC !!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivdT1vII0fk

and ok ok - ive skipped Utopia - But - How can anything fail that has both Derek Jackobi AND John Simm cast as the same character - well - thats just it - IT CANT FAIL !! = Captain Jack Clinging to the TARDIS - Hurtleing through space - Where Prof YANA ( OMG I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS ) Trys to save all of Mankind - - Then YANA is revealed as THE MASTER and regenerates into the FABULOUS John Simm - AND THEN IT ALL BEGINS - The Drama - The Comedy / The Crying / The Edge of Seat - Eyes Wide Open - Cant breathe Senario that was just the lead to the real masterpiece  ( - awww - and JACK - Ohh Captain Jack Harkness - BRILLLLLYANT !!! - Gotta LOVE JACK ) = Such a MIND-BLOWING AND ASTONISHING three parter -

David is kinda out of the limelight here - with John Simm bursting through as The Master and keeping us all on our toes - BUT - DT  is there - as the old decrepit Dr and well - you kinda know its him - so cleverly done - and then - omg - and then there is the part - nealry at the end - where the Dr is transformed back to his former self ...... Ohhhhhhh Thats totally ohhhh spine tingling - every hair stands on end - absolutely over whelming - it's brilliant writing and acting and direction -

MARTHA: No, because I gave them an instruction, just as the Doctor said. 
(Martha stands up.) 
DOCTOR [memory]: Use the countdown. 
MARTHA: I told them that if everyone thinks of one word, at one specific time 
MASTER: Nothing will happen. Is that your weapon? Prayer? 
MARTHA: Right across the world, in word, just one thought at one moment but with fifteen satellites. 
MASTER: What? 
JACK: The Archangel Network. 
MARTHA: A telepathic field binding the whole human race together, with all of them, every single person on Earth, thinking the same thing at the same time. And that word is Doctor. 
(Zero. The Doctor and his cage starts to glow.) 
MASTER: Stop it. No, no, no, no, you don't. 
JACK: Doctor. Doctor. 
FRANCINE: Doctor. 
MASTER: Don't. 
CROWD [on monitor]: Doctor. Doctor. Doctor. 
MASTER: Stop this right now. Stop it! 
LUCY: Doctor. 
JACK: Doctor. 
MARTHA: Doctor. 
CROWD [on monitor]: Doctor. 
(The Doctor is back to his previous centegenarian form.) 
DOCTOR: I've had a whole year to tune myself into the psychic network and integrate with its matrices. 
MASTER: I order you to stop! 
CROWDS: Doctor. Doctor. Doctor. Doctor. 
LUCY: Doctor. 
DOCTOR: The one thing you can't do. Stop them thinking. 
(The Doctor is back to his normal appearance.) 
DOCTOR: Tell me the human race is degenerate now, when they can do this.

Staggering - Then - OMG - THE NEXT HEART STOPPING MOMENT - Ohhh I'll just write as i remember 

JACK: Been called that before. Sir. Ma'am. But I keep wondering. What about aging? Because I can't die but I keep getting older. The odd little grey hair, you know? What happens if I live for a million years? 

DOCTOR: I really don't know. 

JACK: Okay, vanity. Sorry. Yeah, can't help it. Used to be a poster boy when I was a kid living on the Boeshane Peninsula. Tiny little place. I was the first one ever to be signed up for the Time Agency. They were so proud of me. The Face of Boe, they called me. Hmm. I'll see you.  

DOCTOR: No. 

MARTHA: It can't be. 

DOCTOR: No. Definitely not. No. No. ( Ohhhhhhhhh 10's face here is a picture and the expression in his voice - wonderful - so so well done - and everyone is just aghast .... Jack - The Face Of Boe ) 

Ten didnt really get many more mesmerising moments - well - ok he did - but i probably had my eyes shut as was too scarey for me !! - I love The one where all the companions reunite - and Harriet Jones brings everyone together to help save the earth and bring it back to its rightful place in the galaxy after the Daleks have moved it !! - Its brilliant and - ok - here is where the DOCTOR DONNA appears - 

DONNA: Because you two were just Time Lords, you dumbos, lacking that little bit of human. That gut instinct that comes hand in hand with Planet Earth. I can think of ideas you two couldn't dream of in a million years. Ah, the universe has been waiting for me. Now, let's send that trip switch all over the ship. Did I ever tell you, best temp in Chiswick? Hundred words per minute. 

NEW DOCTOR: Ha!

ohhhhh and then she did it - Donna Noble - Temp from Chiswich - she only went and saved the entire bloody universe - and she did it MAGNIFICANTLY - with laughs and love and patience and Doctor Donna Charisma - Just brilliant - But - everything that is good - COMES TO A BLOODY END - 

DOCTOR: And how does that feel? 
DONNA: Brilliant! Fantastic! Molto bene! Great big universe, packed into my brain. You know you could fix that chameleon circuit if you just tried hotbinding the fragment links and superseding the binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary, binary. (gasp) I'm fine. Nah, never mind Felspoon. You know who I'd like to meet? Charlie Chaplin. I bet he's great, Charlie Chaplin. Shall we do that? Shall we go and see Charlie Chaplin? Shall we? Charlie Chaplin? Charlie Chester. Charlie Brown. No, he's fiction. Friction, fiction, fixing, mixing, Rickston, Brixton. 
(This time it hurts.) 
DONNA: Oh, my God. 
DOCTOR: Do you know what's happening? 
DONNA: Yeah. 
DOCTOR: There's never been a human Time Lord metacrisis before now. And you know why. 
DONNA: Because there can't be. I want to stay. 
DOCTOR: Look at me. Donna, look at me. 
DONNA: I was going to be with you forever. 
DOCTOR: I know. 
DONNA: The rest of my life, travelling in the Tardis. The Doctor Donna. No. Oh my god. I can't go back. Don't make me go back. Doctor, please, please don't make me go back. 
DOCTOR: Donna. Oh, Donna Noble. I am so sorry. But we had the best of times. 
DONNA: No. 
DOCTOR: The best. Goodbye. 

DONNA: No, no, no. Please. Please. No. No. 

So So Sad - even worse than Rose - Mmmmmmm - No - Ok - Maybe not that bad - That was TERRIBLE - But Wilf Opened the door to find Dr standing there holding Donna - and omg - his face : - " - She was better with you Doctor " - Ohhhhhhhhhh - She was - she definately was - but - There are planets safe in the sky because of Donna - and we have our memories - and she was a wonderful part of them - Ive not mentioned Wilf - But - as this is about DT Mainly - I dont feel too bad - BUT - Wilf is WICKED !!!!! 

WILF: No, no, no. But every night, Doctor, when it gets dark, and the stars come out, I'll look up on her behalf. I'll look up at the sky, and think of you. 

DOCTOR: Thank you

Compassion - thats what he has - Compassion - and dignity and warmth - a lovely character 

Then - For me - The next important one - David's Swansong - the end - the last time as 10 - ( Maybe !!!! ;) !! ) Somehow the wonderful John Simm emerges from the dead as The Master and omg - strikes hell unto earth - Wilf, the character June Witfield witting plays, 

Ohh and all star cast really comes to help DT make this memorable - BUT - It's a bit OTT for me - I didnt like the Over Powered Master and i couldnt really keep up with all the death and destruction and still cant quite work out about the land fill site - BUT - at the end 10 visits all the companions in turn - each with their own little senario and then Rose - Rose is the last - She doesnt know him - 

DOCTOR: 2005. Tell you what. I bet you're going to have a really great year. 
ROSE: Yeah? See you. 
(Rose runs off. The Doctor staggers painfully back towards the Tardis.) 
SIGMA: We will sing to you, Doctor. The universe will sing you to your sleep. This song is ending, but the story never ends.

[ Back in the Tardis]

(Golden energy streams from his hand. He sets the Tardis going.) 
DOCTOR: I don't want to go. ( Thats it im off snivveling and sobbing, torn up , broken and now grieving - My Doctor - That was MY DOCTOR - GONE  ...... )

(The golden energy regenerates David Tennant, and starts a lot of fires in the Tardis. 

So Thats what I remember of DT on Dr Who and ok - I go on a bit - and remember things that maybe arnt quite right - but - please - HOW CAN HE NOT BE YOUR FAVOURITE ?
SEXY, FUNNY, INTELLLIGENT, MESMERISING, ENCAPSULATING, ( DID I SAY SEXY ?? ) HEART WARMING, OHHHHHHHHHH EVERY WORD IMAGINABLE TO MEAN THE BEST !! 

There is alot more to say about David But - wow - this has gone on forever !! - so - I think i will end this now - and if you have stayed with me to the bitter end - OHHH IM IMPRESSED !! = and thank you so much .... please leave comments and share and subscribe etc etc !! 

I hope i did him proud !! xx

SUICIDAL NOW - IS IT MY BRAIN TUMOURS OR PSYCHOSIS ??

AT THE MOMENT - I HAVE JUST GOT UP ( IT'S 11.11am ) EVEN THOUGH I WAS WIDE AWAKE AND TALKING TO THE CAT ( RODNEY ) AND NO - THIS ISNT A PROBLEM = AND NEVER HAS BEEN TALKING TO ANIMALS IS ''NORMAL'' FOR ME - AND ALWAYS WILL BE .... 

I burst into tears at the Smallest thing ( Cat scratching - I cant get to the shop - as i cant get out alone to get him more flea treatment - when i do get out - i bloody forget to get the stuff - ( third treatment in four weeks - for the animals and the house ! and im scratching and sure he is covered, as are Derek ( Cat ) and PeggatyPawz ( Dog ) who is also starting to loose her hair - BUT - this is a normal thing for her in this irrational weather 

or i start thinking what a shit hand i have been dealt and then OMG - THEN IM OFF ON ONE - i've just taken 5 x Diazepam - and am calm enough to write this down - to try to get people to understand ...

IM GETTING NO BLOODY HELP - APART FROM MY MUM, WHO IS OLDER THAN 31 !!! - AND MY EX HUSBAND ( EX BECAUSE THE ILLNESS WAS FAR TOO MUCH FOR HIM TO BEAR AND WAS MAKING HIM ILL - SO HE IS NOW MY EX ) I WOKE UP TO THIS SONG ON THE RADIO - AND THAT STARTED ME OFF - BUT OMG - ITS HOW I FEEL 

Gotye "Somebody That I Used To Know" lyrics

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company

( NEVER FELT LONELY WITH YOU ) 

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

( WE ARE BOTH GLAD - AND IF ONLY YOU COULD BE FRIENDS )

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love

( I JUST NEED TO HAVE YOUR COMPANIONSHIP ) 

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

( LOL -  THIS WOULD EVER HAPPEN AS I WOULDNT LET THEM - BUT - WE ARE STILL LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE AT THE MOMENT - SO - ALL OK THERE ) 

I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

( HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT YOU HAVE NEVER SCREWED ME OVER = BUT - I WANT TO HAVE MY HALF OF THE BUSINESS AND YOU HAVE YOURS )

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

( ALWAYS FEEL IT'S MY FAULT AND I FEEL YOU THINK ITS MY FAULT THAT YOUR NOT IN WORK - NOT THAT BECAUSE YOU GOT ILL AT THE SAME TIME ) 

And I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say

( OMG I SOOOOOO DO ! ) 

You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Such a great song - but - omg - poetic ( If thats the right word) 

and in fact - apart from my Mum ( Who is here at the drop of a hat if need be ) and my Aunt - who would be if i called her - BUT - She - i feel - has enough problems - and i for one - dont want to add to them - Friends and other family say they will help - but - saying and doing are two different things ...

I was told by the UNIVERSITY COLLEGE HOSPITAL LONDON - That i dont have Cushing's disease ( on two Urine samples / one Dex test / and one blood test ) 

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1365-2265.2011.04033.x/pdf

( This is a great Article on Cyclical ) 

I have found the following ( within two minutes of internet searching ) so - I THINK / KNOW - JOBS ARE NOT BEING DONE .........

Cyclic Cushing’s syndrome (CS) is a rare disorder, characterized by repeated episodes of cortisol excess interspersed by periods of normal cortisol secretion. The so-called cycles of hypercortisolism can occur regularly or irregularly with intercyclic phases ranging from days to years

The fluctuating clinical picture and discrepant biochemical findings make cyclic Cushings extremely hard to diagnose. Clinicians should therefore be aware of this clinical entity and actively search for it in all patients with suspected Cushings but normal biochemistry or vice versa. Frequent measurements of urinary cortisol or salivary cortisol levels are a reliable and convenient screening tool for suspected cyclic Cushings and should be tested for repeatedly. 

Cortisol stimulation or suppression tests may give spuradic results owing to spontaneous falls or rises in serum cortisol at the time of testing. 

This diagnosis always requires prolonged study, and hence, detecting cyclical Cushing's syndrome has been a significant challenge to endocrinologists as 24-h urinary-free cortisol sampling is time-consuming and laborious for the patient.

THIS IS ALSO QUITE INTERESTING

Pseudo-Cushing’s 

As reviewed elsewhere, pseudo-Cushing’s state is characterized by a clinical picture resembling true CS together with biochemical abnormalities suggestive of hypercortisolism, which resolves after resolution of the underlying non-endocrine cause. Depression and alcohol abuse are important causes of a pseudo-Cushing’s state. Recognizing that depression and alcohol abuse can cause reversible abnormalities in the hypothalamic–pituitary–adrenal axis is important for differentiating cyclic CS from these conditions. Urinary free cortisol excretion shows considerable overlap between patients with depression and CS . Depressed patients frequently demonstrate insufficient suppression of urinary and serum cortisol in response to the 2 mg dexamethasone test . A serum cortisol response to insulin-induced hypoglycaemia is usually preserved in depressed patients, whereas this response is blunted in most patients with CS . The combined 2 mg dexamethasone–CRH test may be used to differentiate between depression and CS with a reported sensitivity and specificity of 100% . Measurement of midnight circulating cortisol is also helpful to distinguish between CS and abnormalities in cortisol metabolism associated with depression.

OK - So - I DON't have CUSHING's - Thats fine - BUT - I still have been told i have a 
Tumour on the left and at the back of my Pituitary Gland - 
I also have Hypothyroidism, 
Diagnosed Duel Personality Disorder and Borderline PCOS OHHH 
AND IM BLOODY HUGE - EVEN THOUGH I EAT A NORMAL AMOUNT ( and no - i cant exercise - as i have been banned from the gym as my head stopped once on the treadmill and i fell off it !! ) and now - I HURT every time i try and do anything EVEN THOUGH I LOVE SWIMMING - im not allowed in case i have an episode ....) ... 

All of which cause PTSD ( Post Traumatic Stress Disorder ) Which in turn causes the below .........

Illnesses that can cause psychosis:

• brain diseases such as Parkinson’s disease, ( MY FATHER HAS PARKINSONS ) Huntington’s disease, and some chromosomal disorders
• personality disorders ( IM DIAGNOSED ! DUEL PERSONALITY ) 
• brain tumors or cysts ( I HAVE 2 X DIAGNOSED PITUITARY BRAIN TUMORS THAT ARE RECEIVING NO TREATMENT )
• dementia (including Alzheimer’s disease)
• HIV, syphilis, and other infections that attack the brain
• hypothyroidism / hyperthroidism ( I HAVE HYPO ) 
• some types of epilepsy
• stroke

Delusional Disorder

A person suffering from delusional disorder strongly believes in things that are not real.

https://uk.pinterest.com/search/pins/?q=UNICORNS+AND+ABILAND

( WELL IT'S REAL AND RATHER LOVELY TOO ME ) 

Psychotic Depression

This is major depression with psychotic symptoms.

( I HAVE ALL OF THE BELOW SYMPTOMS - EXCEPT HALLUCINATIONS - although Dave my Unicorn is always beside me - BUT - he is REAL i tell you ! ) 

Recognizing the Signs of Psychosis

Early stage psychosis:

• difficulty concentrating
• depressed mood
• sleep changes—sleeping too much or not enough
• anxiety
• suspiciousness
• withdrawal from family and friends
• ongoing unusual thoughts and beliefs

Later stage psychosis

• delusions
• hallucinations
• disorganized speech—switching topics erratically
• depression
• anxiety
• suicidal thoughts or actions
• difficulty functioning

BUT NO HELP .......... THIS IS PLAIN RIDICULAS.

I am at the stage that I am thinking seriously about the only two options i have :

(1) Moving out - But  - with this I wont be able to see my two and the MOST wonderful children in the world - as It would be far far far too difficult for me to wave them good bye at the end of a visit - I couldn't do it to them or myself - I also would hate being alone - im actually a very social person - but my illness has made me isolated - if people ask me to go out- or wanna come round - I SAY YES !!! -  lve going out - IF I HAD MONEY !! ( The ex is handling a business we BOTH started and ran ( to be totally frank - he did most of it - but couldnt have done without my mum's guarantor of the mortages and actually my 'sound' mind at the time - which was superb at making the right decisions - - But - since my illness - I have not been able to do a thing - so he has done everything - and been using the money for his own entertainment - although - he paid for the kids xmas pressies - through the business so - thats helped - but - Im living on £80 a week - and thats for clothes / makeup / hair / hygene items / and GOING OUT ... To which i do with mum ( and Gaye my Aunt on a Tues ) two ... Sometimes three times a week - BUT - I cant afford to pay for four peoples lunch and a few 'fun' bits for the kids - as I HAVE NO MONEY ...

if the ex goes out - he uses money from the business - Which - GREAT - at least the kids go and have fun - BUT - I cant do that - as 1) i have no money and 2) im very limited as too where i go ... so it's all very difficult ......

( WRITTEN LATER - OMG - LOOK - IVE DONE THIS BIT TWICE - WITHIN SECONDS I HAD FORGOTTON WHAT I HAD WRITTEN - AND WROTE IT AGAIN ! THATS PLAIN MAD ! ) 

ok - so there is number one choice - MOVE OUT - BE BY MYSELF AND SEE MY MUM AND AUNT - LEAVE MY KIDS AND THE ANIMALS WHO ARE MY ENTIRE LIFE

= I COULDNT TAKE THEM WITH ME AS IM TOO UNPREDICATBLE, AND FRANKLY I SCARE MYSELF - LET ALONE THEM -  AND THE KIDS WOULD BE HEARTBROKEN IF I TOOK THE ANIMALS WITH ME ANYWHERE.. ( This i am adament on - i would NOT and NEVER would be a SINGLE parent - I wouldnt not have had kids if i knew BOTH parents wouldnt be there for them - 
I GREW UP BELIEVING YOU MARRY YOUR BEST FRIEND = someone you love and respect and laugh and joke and trust and communicate with - THAT I DID - 
AND I STILL WOULD BE MARRIED - BUT - APPARENTLY 
= SEX IS FAR FAR MORE IMPORTANT - 
TO SOME ........... 

(2) Take an Overdose ......... I know what your saying - Thats selfish and your only thinking of yourself - It's the weak way out - 
BUT ACTUALLY IM NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS - AND I AM - BELIEVE IT OR NOT - THINKING OF OTHERS - I WANT TO BE HERE FOR MY KIDS - AND WANT TO LIVE THE LIFE THAT I CAN - BUT - IM TOO NASTY TO EVERYONE I LOVE, AND UNPREDICATABLE WHEN IM 'HULK' ME and that part is killing me, But people have shown there true colours and ARE NOT HELPING WHEN THEY COULD AND ACTUALLY SHOULD ( Mmmmmm Maybe that bit is a bit much - ?? People should help others - BUT i know that is unrealistic - they have their own lives )  

- If i wasnt here - 

# The EX would do what he apparently wants to do he would be able to get babysitters and get a ful time job - because I am stopping him 

#  The kids wouldnt be bombarded with THE MOST TERRIBLE SWEARING ( almost tourettes like ) and hide under the bathroom sink because they are so scared of me when i am HULK like 

# Everybody would get resbite from the constant chatting and questions ( I do love to chat and can for hours and hours on end - and this apparently - is exhausting for everyone BUT ME !!

# Will not have to worry about me nicking the car keys, and driving off somewhere, to do what .... Im not sure - But - I keep trying .....

# Everyone would be at peace and know that they are not walking into a war zone

# The Drugs would not have to be locked up

# The food would be ready and cooked properly - ( I forget and lose concentration ALL THE TIME ) 

THE LIST IS HONESTLY ENDLESS - But - yes it's the last option - 

BUT I FEEL IM AT THE LAST OPTION NOW - AS IM GETTING NO HELP ....

( PLEASE BE AWARE OF THE DUEL PERSONALITY THING - IM WRITING THIS SECTION AN HOUR LATER - AND OMG - WALKING ON SUNSHINE- WHEWWW WHEWWW - Well - ok - NOT QUITE - but nearly !! ) 

CYCLIC CUSHING'S ( Pituitary ) & GETTING DIAGNOSED ! - NIGHTMARE

Cyclic Cushing’s syndrome (CS) is a rare disorder, characterized by repeated episodes of Cortisol excess interspersed by periods of normal Cortisol secretion.

Helloooooo !! = Im doing this Blog as a ongoing record of my BLOODY NIGHTMARE with the Doctors !! - lol  - I have MANY MANY times now told you of my Problems - ( ohhhhh woe is me ! ) So - for people that DONT KNOW - 

Here is a VERY QUICK oversight into my symptoms list

Diagnosed

2 x Pituitary ( brain ) Tumours

Enlarged Pituitary Gland

Duel Organic Personality ( Due to the Tumours pressing on parts they should not ! ) 

Borderline PCOS

Extreme Hypothyroidism

High Blood Pressure

Further Symptoms

Buffalo Hump 

Acne

EXTREME TIREDNESS

Brain Shuts down when i try to think

Pain when i try to do things - ( From walking to washing up to eating / brushing teeth ) 

VERY easy bruising

Terrible to extract blood - Veins are non existant

VERY clumsy

Cant think

Blurry eyesight - Peripheral vision goes - and then comes back

EXTREME ANXIETY

EXTREME DEPRESSION

EXTREME UNCONTROLLABLE RAGES

EXTREME HYPERACTIVITY 

( Looks VERY much like Bi-polar - But - I have been seen by 5 x Psychiatrists and they say - CATAGORICALLY - It is NOT !! ) 

Irregular Menstruation

Going very hot and then very cold

BRAIN FOG to extremes

Unable to talk ( Very Slurry and Stuttery )

Giddy

Extremely Childlike ( But to be fair - Not 100% sure if this isnt just ME !! ;) !! ) 

If walk upstairs - when i get to the top - I cant think or talk or move - i have to stand still while my head gets back to normal ) 

I am 22 stone - I eat a very normal amount ( taking into consideration the amount i do - not alot ) - and unable to exercise due to the pain -

 I was Gym'ing it 5 x a week for 2 hour sessions - One hour in the Gym - and one hour Aqua Aerobics - WHICH I UTTERLY LOVED - but - when I had an episode at the Gym ( I fell off the treadmill as my brain shut down - i was unable to talk - and think ) and they They stopped me - saying it was dangerous for me to be there as i was unstable and unsure as to whether i was going to 'storm' 

I am unable to be left alone with my own Children now as i am so very unstable in my moods - I also Don't go out alone in case my brain shuts down - as i am totally unable to do or say anything when this happens.

I come in  and out of 'Storms' regularly - Something i do with ease - BUT it has a terrible devistating effect for those around me - I could go two weeks with being OK = BUT - then i have a re-lapse ... When i am OK - I try EVERYTHING to do what i can - when i can ....

I don't Drink or Smoke - B.O.R.I.N.G !!

OK - so - I am being treated with Levothyroxine for the Thyroid / Propranalol for Low Blood Pressure / a Mix of Anti Depressants- Even though i am ALMOST 100% sure i am NOT depressed !! = and DIAZEPAM - To bring me back if i Storm - This i am NOT addicted too - ( Doctors have told me to take 5 tablets - BUT - This does NOTHING - So - I self Medicate - I have regularly now - Taken upto 15 Tablets in one day = and this is usually the same for a few days - then - i dont need any for maybe over a week - ( I'm NOT hooked !! ) If i DO NOT take this amount - i end up trying to Commit Suicide or Getting an Out of Control Rage where i become VERY ABUSIVE and aggressive ..... ( Neither of which i am usually !! - SERIOUSLY - IM LOVELY REALLY !! ;) !! )

OK - So - Thats a Brief OverView - and WOW - FOR ME THAT WAS BRIEF !!! 

Ohhh i also have an Unhealthy Obsession - ( well it's not unhealthy to me ;) !! ) with David Tennant - and i drink far too much Coffee !! 

Right - The UPDATE

I have been waiting since November for results of the overnight dexamethasone suppression test checks to see how taking a corticosteroid medicine (called dexamethasone) changes the levels of the hormone cortisol in the blood. This test checks for a condition in which large amounts of cortisol are produced by the adrenal glands (Cushing's syndrome) Pituitary Gland ( Cushing's Disease ) .

Normally, when the pituitary gland  make less adrenocorticotropic hormone (ACTH), the adrenal glands/Pituitary make less cortisol. Dexamethasone, which is like cortisol, decreases the amount of ACTH released by the pituitary gland, which in turn decreases the amount of cortisol released by the adrenal glands.

After taking a dose of dexamethasone, cortisol levels often stay abnormally high in people who have Cushing's syndrome. Sometimes other conditions (such as major depression, alcoholism, stress, obesity,kidney failure, pregnancy, or uncontrolled diabetes) can keep cortisol levels from going down after taking a dose of dexamethasone.

The night before the blood test, you will take a pill containing dexamethasone. The next morning, the cortisol level in your blood will be measured. If your cortisol level remains high, Cushing's syndrome may be the cause.

The reference ranges for blood cortisol are as follows:

• Morning - 7-28 .

• Afternoon - 2-18 .

• Stimulated* - ≥ 18

• Suppressed** - < 2 

I am waiting for the ( Think he was a Junior ) consultant to ring me - I dont hold out much hope on that one - he told me to check my sinus 

( But - to be fair - said he had heard of a Cyclical lady who was in a Mental Hospital for 25 years before they Diagnosed her - BUT as it was VERY Rare - He was sure it wasnt that !! ) - 

AND THEN SECRETARY / AND A LETTER TOLD ME I HAD TWO PITUITARY TUMOURS - Not Just the one that i knew about - apparently i have one on the left and one at the back !!

 GETTING ANGRIER BY THE SECOND !!!!!!

I have now done emailed the Pituitary Foundation ( Pat was SO HELPFUL last time ) as GP laughingly told me its not Cushings as my level was suppressed to under 30 with the dex test,

I asked what my level was BEFORE the suppression, 

The GP - Laughingly said - " It's NORMAL - It's NOT Cushings " 

- and so - AGAIN -

I repeated - " WHAT WAS THE BLOOD COUNT BEFORE the test was done"  

He said AGAIN, ....  " Mrs Barry, it's under 30, Thats OK, *Laugh* , Ive looked into it just now,  it's fine, * laugh * it's NOT Cushings "  - 

So I REPEATED AGAIN - "WHAT WAS THE FIRST SET OF BLOODS RECORDED" He said ......" - You do not understand, It is Normal range" ... 

I asked what The First set of Blood results were - OK - The second set say it was under 30 - BUT WHAT WAS THE BEGINNING BLOOD TEST RESULTS ?? " .....  - 

He said He could only see one set of records - I asked him to CHECK - THEN - He said he would look it up - 

After 5 minutes - he said the First Blood Test Result was 297 ...... 

I've just looked it up, and it says normal range is under 28, so, he didn't take into account the first test ?? 

OK - I suppressed - BUT = Apparently - FROM MY RESEARCH = NORMAL IS BETWEEN .05 AND LESS THAN 28 - AND I SUPPRESSED TO 30 - SO - I SUPPRESSED TO THE HIGHER END OF THE SPECTRUM - MY BEGINNING RANGE WAS 297 ............. 

I asked the GP ( Who i will not name here ) to URGENTLY send the results to the ENDOCRYNOLOGIST who had asked for the test to be carried out - 

he asked why ................. * 

Shaking my head * I said Because he is in charge of my case - and i CANT LIVE LIKE THIS FOR MUCH LONGER * ..... he said that he would .... I Gave the Fax Number and person to address it too ...... It took a month for them last time - NOW IT'S TAKEN ANOTHER MONTH for them to sit on their hands and hold onto Blood Test Results - MEDICAL NEGLECT im beginning to think - Considering - They were the ones to tell me - AFTER I HAD BEEN TOLD I HAVE A BLOODY BRAIN TUMOUR - To try YOGA !! .........

I had a Email back from Pat at the Pituitary Foundation ( Almost Immediately ) UTTERLY FANTASTIC - and Basically - she said

" Right, You should Call Davina back ( at UCHL ) and get the chaps bleep - 

Summarise what you told me about non-communication ( Results and letter ) and that your GP has delayed things -

Then : Keep him on the phone  explain in brief words he should get about 

your headaches - dull / throbbing and intense 

severity of your symptoms on scale of one to ten

when symptoms started

how often you have them

any causes that bring pain on

Elaborate with him the next EMERGENCY appt id Aug and even your arranged appt in May is going to make it difficult for you as you are left in pain with no firm diagnosis. Tell him you are desperate.... "

( Keep him on the phone  explain in brief words he should get :

Your headaches - 1) dull - 2) between the eyes - 3) right at the back of my head - 4) throbbing or 5)  So very intense, that i have tears - but not crying - & that i have to sit in a quiet dark room with no stimulation AT ALL

severity of your symptoms on scale of one to ten ( always a 6 * Never feel Utterly Fabulous * - Off scale at 100 !!!!! - Totally uncontrollable and unbelieveable unless you see it - Even my face and body changes shape ) 

when symptoms started - 9 years ago

how often you have them - Daily - sometimes four times a day - then may be a let up for a week - two weeks - then they come back 

any causes that bring pain on - Anything - No rhyme or reason to it - and one day brushing my teeth will put me in bed - but another day i can do hoovering and full house clean and be ok - push through it - Totaly Hyper 

Pat went on to say a few other things - but that was all off record - but - the lady is a saint and so utterly helpful and well - she made me feel so much better 

I phoned Davina Immediately - 

" Im just leaving work now "

I just reiterated that i hadnt heard from him - and she said

" - I have Emailed him - Nothing more i can do untill he picks his Emails up "

I started to cry ( Pathetic i know - but couldnt stop  ) 

She said he had no Bleep and No ext Number - and id have to wait and be patient ..........

I just said i'd have to wait then - between sobs .....

I couldnt even get out of bed this morning not even to check that my kids had breakfast and a drink to go to school with - Thank Christ my EX is still living here - and he made sure they were ok .....

I am Still awaiting news of the Consultant to ring me - from University College Hospital - APPARENTLY =  i have to be patient and wait for them to pick up their emails - LUCKYFOR SOME THAT THEY CAN GET INTO WORK AND DO A BLOODY JOB ISNT IT ..... 

'Do a Job' ......  is said very loosely 

I honestly thought by being sent to University College and my troubles would be fixed - it's just added stress

I Just phoned University College Hospital - LONDON - I seriously cant take much more - They have not been in touch - They have No URGENT Appts till Aug - mine is 3rd May - 

BASICALLY - they are awaiting my Dex Blood test Results ( A normal result is a decrease in cortisol levels upon administration of low-dose dexamethasone. Results indicative of Cushing's disease involve no change in cortisol on low-dose dexamethasone - I had this done before - and had a NO CHANGE result - Nothing done - ) BLOODS : TAKEN AGAIN IN NOVEMBER

The Doctors have NOT sent results to UCHL - and Basically - Are sitting on their hands - Handing out as much Diazepam to MY EX who tells them I want it - I have NOT actually spoken to the GP myself - ( A grade 4 LISTED drug - that I am taking by the bucket load - That every time I collect - they ring through to the Crisis Team for agreement ! )

so - AWAITING CALLS FROM DOCTORS AND CONSULTANT -

WILL KEEP YOU POSTED - ANY COMMENTS GRATEFULLY RECIEVED